Okay, let me back up for a moment. I will come out right now and say that that post was excessively angry. There's a lot going on in my life right now that has me pretty well pissed off, and I apologize for letting that bleed over excessively into the above post.
Having said this, I still maintain that it's kind of ridiculous to ask me to come back only to essentially lock me out of any substantial involvement. THAT'S what I'm angry about. I didn't ask for a lot. I agreed to train for the shunpo. I chose to forego even a SEALED Zanpakutou. Yet I can't get a reply after a MONTH? Screw that, that's just disrespectful as far as I'm concerned. It'd be one thing if I was told "Yeah, stuff's gonna be really crazy and I won't be able to reply", whatever. But nothing. Absolutely nothing. I might as well not exist.
Since I'm apparently considered an arrogant, power-playing asshole, maybe it's best I take my leave, I don't know. All I know is, as far as I'm concerned, I gave concession after concession in the interest of fairness only to get royally screwed, or perhaps more accurately, deprioritized.
And again, that's cool, it's everybody else's perogative. But call a spade a spade. If it's honestly that much of a shock that I'm miffed, then this group has changed more than I had thought even originally.
I'm sorry for the angry, pushy nature of the above post, I really am. But something needed to be said, because I feel truly disrespected by a group of people I consider friends, and it's like I said, the above rebuttal makes it seem like I've been throwing my weight around like crazy. Even if I was going to, which I wouldn't, I COULDN'T have. I haven't even been here, because there's been nothing for me to be involved with.
If it's a crime to be irritated by circumstances like that, then go ahead, throw the book at me.